BluIceyy

WHOA HEY GUYS

so... it's been... almost, a year since I posted anything here? Christ.
well. to start off. I know it's late, but I'd like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday!... this past december I turned 19

I got my first job over the summer, as a customer service agent for AT&T. I quit in January because FUCK THAT NOISE.

anxiety sucks.

uh... not sure what else to say really. I haven't been making much art because I suck.
if anyone still cares about my existence, I'm WAY more active on my tumblr. psn-ivy.tumblr.com

welp. toodles!

WHOA HEY GUYS
SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON
I'm actually trash OTL

ANYWAYS if any of you still care I thought an update would be in order.
first and foremost: I graduated high school yesterday!
Still not sure how I feel. Definitely different, but not sure in what way. 

secondly: I DYED MY HAIR BLUE.
I just couldn't take it anymore, my hair was so boring @-@ pics shall be provided shortly!

and thir--.... well... other than that, not much has happened ._.; I still sit on my ass watching netflix all day. Not a lot of motivation to draw :,) I'm hoping to do some more art stuff this Summer though. Oh and get a job. Won't that be fun?

Any questions? Feel free to ask!

Hey everyone!
I've been really, really depressed, so I apologize for my lack of activity. I've been trying to stay out of my room, it makes me feel a lot worse being in here most of the time. 

I would like to thank you all for the birthday wishes! I didn't really do anything for my birthday, but I did get some stuff  

Hope you're all doing well!

Hey guys.
I figured I should tell you something that has been really making existing hard for me.
No, I have not been diagnosed with depression, I'm just going through a very depressing time right now.

My boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me 2 weeks ago. 
Honestly, I'm a god damn wreck. I wake up before my 6 A.M. alarm every day, regardless of how late I go to sleep. I can't wear my usual mascara because there's a chance I'll just cry it all off. I can barely eat because I wake up with a stomach ache.
I love him. So much. All I want is for us to be together.
I miss him... a lot. 
I don't know how I've even been able to deal with this. I'm in a lot of pain, both physically and emotionally.

Peace.

Hey guys!

This weekend I was at Sacanime all three days, and WOW, it was a blast! I made a few new friends, and got pictures of some awesome cosplays (Which I will post pictures of soon!). My only regret was not being able to put a cosplay together for myself in time :,D I guess there's always next time though!