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Hey guys.
I figured I should tell you something that has been really making existing hard for me.
No, I have not been diagnosed with depression, I'm just going through a very depressing time right now.
My boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me 2 weeks ago.
Honestly, I'm a god damn wreck. I wake up before my 6 A.M. alarm every day, regardless of how late I go to sleep. I can't wear my usual mascara because there's a chance I'll just cry it all off. I can barely eat because I wake up with a stomach ache.
I love him. So much. All I want is for us to be together.
I miss him... a lot.
I don't know how I've even been able to deal with this. I'm in a lot of pain, both physically and emotionally.
Peace.
I figured I should tell you something that has been really making existing hard for me.
No, I have not been diagnosed with depression, I'm just going through a very depressing time right now.
My boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me 2 weeks ago.
Honestly, I'm a god damn wreck. I wake up before my 6 A.M. alarm every day, regardless of how late I go to sleep. I can't wear my usual mascara because there's a chance I'll just cry it all off. I can barely eat because I wake up with a stomach ache.
I love him. So much. All I want is for us to be together.
I miss him... a lot.
I don't know how I've even been able to deal with this. I'm in a lot of pain, both physically and emotionally.
Peace.
SHE LIVES
WHOA HEY GUYS
so... it's been... almost, a year since I posted anything here? Christ.
well. to start off. I know it's late, but I'd like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday!... this past december ^^; I turned 19
I got my first job over the summer, as a customer service agent for AT&T. I quit in January because FUCK THAT NOISE.
anxiety sucks.
uh... not sure what else to say really. I haven't been making much art because I suck.
if anyone still cares about my existence, I'm WAY more active on my tumblr. psn-ivy.tumblr.com
welp. toodles!
YOYOYOYO WHUTUP IN DIS BITCH-- *shot*
WHOA HEY GUYS
SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON
I'm actually trash OTL
ANYWAYS if any of you still care I thought an update would be in order.
first and foremost: I graduated high school yesterday!
Still not sure how I feel. Definitely different, but not sure in what way.
secondly: I DYED MY HAIR BLUE.
I just couldn't take it anymore, my hair was so boring @-@ pics shall be provided shortly!
and thir--.... well... other than that, not much has happened ._.; I still sit on my ass watching netflix all day. Not a lot of motivation to draw :,) I'm hoping to do some more art stuff this Summer though. Oh and get a job. Won't that be fun? :D
Any ques
Ugh
Hey everyone!
I've been really, really depressed, so I apologize for my lack of activity. I've been trying to stay out of my room, it makes me feel a lot worse being in here most of the time.
I would like to thank you all for the birthday wishes! I didn't really do anything for my birthday, but I did get some stuff :)
Hope you're all doing well!
Sacanime Summer 2014
Hey guys!
This weekend I was at Sacanime all three days, and WOW, it was a blast! I made a few new friends, and got pictures of some awesome cosplays (Which I will post pictures of soon!). My only regret was not being able to put a cosplay together for myself in time :,D I guess there's always next time though!
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Sorry to hear about your break-up. But at the end of the day, maybe it was for the best.
People come and go into our lives all the time, but we continue on as people because there are always more people for us to meet in our lives. You'll probably meet someone that you come to "love" even more than your current boyfriend. And maybe you two will remain together, and maybe you won't.
Of course, it's always hard when you lose someone you care for a lot. It takes some time, but we learn to move on. We're people. Incredibly fragile and incredibly resilient. You'll be fine, yo. It's what happens.
People come and go into our lives all the time, but we continue on as people because there are always more people for us to meet in our lives. You'll probably meet someone that you come to "love" even more than your current boyfriend. And maybe you two will remain together, and maybe you won't.
Of course, it's always hard when you lose someone you care for a lot. It takes some time, but we learn to move on. We're people. Incredibly fragile and incredibly resilient. You'll be fine, yo. It's what happens.